Dream Haven: Truth Breaking

In a doctor's office, a young woman was waiting for the next neurological results. She sighed as after a week of madness, notably ending her barely straddling everyday life. She looked up at the doctor, “So what did you find out?”

The doctor sighed “I already told your uncle, your siblings and your aunt but now...I am going to tell you.” He sat with her in the room, “Your body...is not accepting your male form.”

Elsa looked shocked, “Wait...why are you saying that?”

The Doctor sat down next to Elsa. “Your neurological makeup can’t take your long term transformations can’t take your constant form as Esau. It is your body’s reaction to your constant changes. Do to the damage your power is causing you to have stunted growth. I personally don’t know when you can use your power again.”

Elsa’s eyes replied, “Do you mean...that I am stuck as a girl?”

The Doctor nods, “Yes. You will be.” He sighed, “To be honest we don’t know if you will be able to change back. Still, you are going to accept it. We are already in the process of making sure that your birth records stay as a girl. I know that it is going to be difficult. You are going to have to live life as a woman for a time period, it could be between a few months to the rest of your life. That means you need to know the basics of women’s health and I suppose roles in society..”

The doctor blabbed on about what she needed to do. Yet, Elsa was thinking of something else. ‘I won’t be able to change back?’ She faked a smile buy inside she was distressed, ‘No way. No way. I am going to grow because of it. No. This is stupid. It's just a bad dream. A very bad dream.’

She did not take this well.

Later that day in the sword fighting club.

Elsa yelled as she switched between stances. She was at it again. She practiced in her favorite place to hang out in school, the sword fighting club. ‘Dammit. I can’t believe that all this shit is happening to me!” She had again a very eventful day.

“Dammit…” She huffed and puffed. She was trying to hold her own anger, “Damned doctor don’t know nothing...nothing whatsoever!” She closed her eyes and thought of the doctors visit. She said “Dammit.” She remembered the doctor telling her, that she would not be allowed to switch back into Esau. Instead...she had to stay as Elsa for the rest of her life.

“Hyaa!” She cut slash and tried to destroy everything in her path, “DAMMIT!” After one cut hold herself back or she would have harmed a friend of hers...Minako.

Minako a shy short girl and had mid-length black hair and a rather thin body. She was from the 1940’s and was a survivor the hiroshima bombs.Still, relatively  speaking she is a modern girl. At the moment, Minako was parrying various blows from Elsa, “FOCUS!” She moved forward and did a strike to her head and stopped, “Got you. This is the first time too.”

Elsa stared in Minako’s eyes, “Damn...let’s do this again. I am going to win!” She went back to an offensive guard.

Minako gone to a defensive guard, “Elsa calm down, whats wrong with you. You normally don’t act like this Ms. Formerly cool and calm.”

Elsa replied, “Whatever.” Then...a dog began to bark or a puppy. Elsa rolled her eyes “Look at you, how did you get over here?”

The puppy ran to Elsa and jumped up to her. It seemed rather scared.

Minako looked down at the puppy, “Hey...who is the puppy?” She looked at the little puppy and smiled “ah it's a she, she is kinda cute.”

Elsa sighed as she picked up her dog. “Yeah...her name is Ragnara.” She looked at the puppy. It was her new Pit Bull puppy. She had a coat of white hair all over her body and blueish colored eyes. “I got her a week ago or rather she had followed me around.” She had a small smile, “I mean she can be a really a dumb dog what I seen of her sometimes and sometimes she can be smart…”

Minako looked into Elsa’s swooning eyes and chuckled, “Wow...you really like this dog don’t you? I swear you look like a swooning mother.”

Elsa’s eyes widened, “Well..I...uh….Ragnara is a puppy, you know a baby. So you gotta take care of a cute girl like her or she will become a bad dog.”

Minako laughed and asked, “So...did you sing her to sleep?”

Elsa blushed a bit, “A little bit.”

Minako whispered in her ears, “I think you might have what it takes to be a good mom.” She then pat Elsa’s back, “So tell me….why aren’t you focusing in your fighting. Normally, you are like a Jedi master, focused.”

Elsa sighed “Well...can we move around...Mina...I want to keep this private…”

Minako nods, “Understood...let's go outside.”

Elsa, and Minako ran out  to the courtyard. It was completely clear outside with no sort of life except maybe the puppy.

Elsa sighed as she sat down on a bench.

Minako still stood, “So what's up Elsa. What are you trying to tell me.”

Elsa looked down, “I...can’t change back into Esau. I was at the doctor yesterday and because I had kept my male form Esau for so long...that if I change back into Esau it would destroy my immune system.”

Minako closed her eyes and looked down “Wow...that is rough stuff. So you are stuck as a girl then?”

Elsa nods, “Pretty much. I guess….fate is pushing me to be one. Since, to be honest...I have been like this for a week now and I haven’t felt any sort of pain in my body. Though these boobs are uncomfortable.”

Minako looked at Elsa and she was tearing up. “What's so wrong with that. I mean technically you are not a switch anymore and you don’t have to change genders. I think this is a blessing in disguise ya know?”

Elsa sighed “You don’t get it. My identity was based upon really Esau. I mean...I am trying to get over just being this girl form. But I am just barely trying to start. I want to cry but….but it's hard too…”

Minako snickered, “oh wow you are still macho as hell. I mean come on, you can show some emotion in front of me. I can take it. I mean I cried a lot when I was forced to be in the modern world.”

Elsa looked at her clenching hand, “It is just how it is alright. I...don’t want to mess with it.”

Minako smiled “really? I can feel you...really well. You are acting really tough on the outside. Inside you are crying like a little girl.

Elsa calmed down “no I am not. I am just realistic.”

Minako sat back “Well you know why don’t you try to live it up. I mean it is not often anyone gets to live as an opposite gender. If I did I would be the most manly samurai possible.” She snickered “Or I can be a handsome korean noblemen that saves fair maidens with a sword.”

Elsa had a laugh “Oh...I better not get saved then. I don’t want to be a damsel in distress.”

Minako rolled her eyes and jumped right back up, “I don’t know. You are already trying to be captured. Not physically. Hell if you actually fought for real you would have wiped the floor with me but you didn’t. You are keeping yourself sad and broken. Go and fix yourself up already.”

Elsa fist was clenched still, she felt she kept a cool head, “Yeah you are right.” She then moved her legs and then took Minako off her feet, “Oops.”

Minako laughed as she did a handstand and landed back on her feet. “There you go. At least you are trying to gain your step. So let's play.”

At the Rough House Bar

An old man was waiting for his friend. He knew that a week ago Elsa and Louis had caused some trouble with the gangs. Thankfully it was because of his influence and the fear of his wife that their has been no violence. For once, the gangs had to back off from attacking Elsa and Louis or they would risk death. Still, no one is going to attack them...for now.

Red Wolf looked at a mirror. He was a large man that had broad shoulders and an aged face of a lakota warrior. He knew he had some greek in him due to his mother but it didn’t bother him as it used to. He had a pot belly from his years of not taking care of himself and beer drinking. He used to be a hero named America who was known for his striking good looks, right now he seemed to have aged horribly.

Red Wolf could care less as he took a deep drink of his lager, it was life. “Man I needed that from a insane day.” He sighed as a boy he had raised since 11 had to be a girl possibly for the rest of her life. He didn’t know what else he could say to Elsa. It was hard to say anything. He wanted to say ‘You are still my nephew. I could care less.’

Yet, the strong man who fought in the bush in Vietnam. Couldn’t find a way to say anything, how could you? It was still his nephew that he was thinking of, “Another day and another crazy part.”

Red Wolf closed his eyes and then opened them again. He was here for a purpose though. It was to meet his fellow squad member and friend, Thor Polasky. He did not have long to wait as a large set man sat next to him, “Hey there Red Wolf. How are you doing? I am happy that you are finally here and as it always is you are here earlier than I am.”

Red wolf looked over at his old friend, Thor. He was an even large Polack. He was tall, rather overweight yet very strong. He lost his hair on his scalp years ago yet, in its place was the hair on his face and chin. Thor carried a large and proud flaming red beard. He swore that it could start a fire if it was near some sort of flammable object.

Thor smirked and laughed with a booming voice, “Well look at you Red Wolf still grumpy as usual.”

Red Wolf took another swig of his lager, “Naturally and proud of it.”

Thor laid back, “I take it that you know why I am here. I want to make an agreement. Since, I know it was not Elsa’s fault that she got a hold of sword contraband from my sword making shop.”

Red Wolf looked at Thor irritated, “I know.”

Thor laughed “Good. I already punished Louis by docking his pay. Elsa, though I have an idea. I won’t report this to the police but she has to work for me. Don’t worry she will get paid. We need to have a cute model to get the customers in.”

Red Wolf sighed, “I see. I take family honor to the highest degree. I had to pull a lot of favors to prevent them from being majorly harmed. It is mostly out of respect from me and the fear of my wife.”

Thor chuckled a bit, “Oh really? How is the old lady now? Has she been well?”

Red Wolf chuckled, “Oh Tohatchi, she is well. You know what she does, assassinate for a living. She has been defending the country from the enemies foreign and domestic.”

Thor laughed “I should have known. Still, how did she take that whole finding that gun, sword and dog thing being found. I bet she was pissed. I hear she can be strict with grades.”

Red Wolf sighed as he took a swig of his whiskey. “She actually celebrated. Since, you know she is an assassin and from a long line of Morning Star assassins. Hell, I can’t believe Elsa, Elsa’s and Jacob’s parents, Jericho and Annette were able to keep them in the dark. I guess that is like a tipping point. I swear Tohatchi, she never listens. She doesn’t want me to punish her since it is a good thing that she brought a gun, sword and dog. It is a sign of the next generation of assassins. To be honest.”

Thor looked shocked, “Yikes, that's not good. So are you going to try to stop her. I don’t want little Elsa to be an assassin now.”

Thor tilted his head “Now I will be damned. I think that this shit sounds fantasy, then again I knew Tohatchi was an assassin.”

Red Wolf sighed “At the end it is the choice of Elsa but Tohatchi will not take that for an answer easily. Still, it will take her a few weeks to come back. Thank god.”

Thor sighed “Well then let's get back to the point. Will allow her to work for me?”

Red Wolf nods “Of course. I need to preserve family honor. She will pay off her debt to you. I will make sure of it. Besides, it will help her build character. She has been moping around for the last few days. Just allow her to bring her dog around.”

Thor nods, “I will.”

Red Wolf smiled as then they began to talk about other things. Yet, in the back of his mind he thought ‘I need to get Elsa a bow, she is not responsible enough to use a gun. Not to my eyes.’

Back at the place.  

Elsa was huffing and puffing for the daily practice. She was still reeling from the morning. Not as much luckily. It was not if the world was really coming to the end. She went up to her room and put some comfortable clothes on. Finally, she laid down.

The puppy went on top of her belly and laid on it.

Elsa sighed some more as she pet the dog, “I swear Ragnara. You are a bit much you know that?”

The puppy didn’t move she just laid there comfortably.

Elsa bothered to pick up the dog, she thought ‘Damned pup. After hours of running around she finally falls asleep.’ She had her heart grow a bit, ‘I...I...I...can’t be mad at the little girl...she is only a little girl.’ She pat the dog on the head ‘She is kind of cute.’

A knock on a door was heard.

Elsa picked up the puppy and opened the door, “Yes? Wait!? Anna what are you doing here?”

Anna smiled a bit. She was a slightly shorter girl. She looked over at Elsa with amazingly innocent eyes. Yet she had long hair worn in an old school indian manner. She wore a t-shirt that said ‘art girl’ and some pants. “Oh nothing. I heard that you are stuck as a gal for a while.” She had a small snicker, “Since, Ellie is far too busy. I am going to take you out shopping.”

Elsa looked in Anna’s eyes, “Really? Where on earth you get the money to do that?”

Anna replied, “Oh Mom wired me some money to do it. Besides I don’t want you to walk around in some drab outfit only fit for a barbarian. It is unbecoming of you.”

Elsa snarled, “Wow you think you are really cute aren’t you?” She sighed and said “Fuck...I hate my life. I will be out in a moment….let me just put something on and put a leash on this little girl...again.”

In the Redlands Bows

Red Wolf walked into a place that he found more familiar than anywhere else in the world. “Finally, I am here again.” In profession Red Wolf was a businessman at heart. He looked around the halls of Redlands Bow. It was the place where his business began before her branched out and began to own most of the armed business throughout the states. He became a wealthy man and was able to raise several children including those from a dead relatives.

He smiled as his chest filled with pride. ‘Hard to believe it was ten years ago and I was barely making ends meets. Now I made something out of myself. Something that I can be fucking proud of. Take that white man. You may have tried to kill me in the Siege of Wounded Knee or sent me to Vietnam but I came back.’

He looked around the rack to find a proper bow, ‘In this place should be the right one.’ He closed his eyes. He had sworn he had some sort of power. It was a strange power he swore he had. It may not have been a superpower but it was just an urge.’ He closed his eyes and he swore that he heard a girl's laugh.

She was a girl that looked similar to Elsa. Yet, he felt it was not her. He rubbed his face. Nonetheless, the girl didn’t disappear. She was there and was in something that his wife would know, a Yebichai outfit, the outfit of the old Gods of the Navajo.

The girl smiled, it was...the Dream Girl, “Hello. Why do you disrupt the will of Diyin Ayóí Átʼéii. She doesn’t belong to you or to the god of your land, Wankan Tanka.” She chuckled as she disappeared and appeared in several places at once. “I know you are concerned but the Beeshdo, the gun,  was a gift from what you call, God.”

She laughed again as she walked around.

Red Wolf could not move he felt paralyzed. He could see the girl run about. Yet, she was far too powerful to really match. He heard of spirits that were powerful but he never seen one. “I...don’t know why...why do you want to use her? She is but a child.”

Dream Girl sang a little bit, “What is you to understand? It is nothing you can see or hear. I know of you Aquinas Red Wolf, a son of a Greek woman and a Lakota father. She has been chosen to be a hero. I tend to bring people to that life under his beckoning.”

Red Wolf tried to move,”Dammit, I don’t know what you are but you are going to leave her alone. No one deserves to live the life of a hero.”

Dream Girl smirked “OH really? Are you sure you are saying that? You were a hero. You were known as America.” She snapped her fingers and a younger version of Red Wolf appeared. He was a handsome young man that had the body only fit for a Greek Adonis. Yet the serious eyes of Red Wolf was still in the young faced man. “You looked good in the past, time has not been well for you.”

Red Wolf looked into the eyes of Dream Girl, “I was but I don’t want anyone to live as I was in the past. Besides, I prefer the term, businessman.”

Dream Girl laughed  “I see.” She walked around the Red Wolf and said “Still. Such things are not decided by man alone despite what humanity think.” She smirked “Besides, I know Elsa wants to seek abnormality in this world and the next but you and I know that such things do not exist. It will never exist, since balance in the universe will never allow it to.” She smirks again, “Besides Elsa’s fate is not going to be of an assassin. Lets just say this she will remember all the secrets of darkness and the secrets of light in your family.”

Dream Girl laughed a bit as she changed from that of a Navajo deity to that of a Greek Deity, one that resembled that of a young greek woman with black hair. She wore a toga that would not be so out of place in ancient greece, “Yet, that is fate. Thus, fate is not such an easy thing to change or rather it can’t be changed.”

Dream Girl changed again to something much more comfortable to Red Wolf. She wore a great white cloak and within that cloak was a Lakota woman.

She smiled, Red Wolf felt good seeing her, comforted.

Red Wolf thought It was as if his grandfather was telling stories of the Lakota in the past.

Dream Girl’s manner changed as if it was almost instantly “I know that it is difficult to comprehend things.” She laughed “But through you she will know consequences.”

She whispered, “Goodbye Red Wolf.”

Dream Girl then disappeared and Red Wolf...was holding a bow, a black bow made out of a strange wood, “I see, so this is what I must do. Very well.”

At the Asgard Nation Headquarters

A leader looked down at the swine who failed to fight for his group. He risen up and smiled. His body was ripped and could rip a man’s head off. On his arms were signs of the Norse gods. “I think you have failed rather easily.” He smiled as the light shown his face. He had bright blonde hair and ice blue eyes. He was a man who had power over him and his men, “I must say, you failed the spirit of Thor. All of you.”

One man with a scarred hand and a bandaged face. “It doesn’t fucking matter. We  need to get those two down. Especially that girl!”

The leader walked down and smirked “I will not order it or allow it. My name is Wortagern and that means that I can’t be dishonorable. Besides, she is much more of a warrior than you are Oscar.”

Oscar’s eyes grown wide. He tried to make himself into a warrior for Odin and Thor himself. “It can’t be. She can’t be greater than me.” He got up and yelled, “I am trying to make myself better than Thor himself! I can’t allow a fool to best me. I can respect the man who had led to my defeat but not a girl!”

Wortagern smirked as he sat in his grand throne. “Dear Oscar. Be careful. Remember the greatest warriors of Valhalla were often times not men. Remember dear Lady Freya, Frigga and of course the Valkyries. I say you got defeated by a noble shield woman.”

Oscar walked away after bowing, “That is true my lord. I...will accept my defeat.”

Oscar the scarred man walked away. His eyes were filled with absolute anger. He then said out loud, “That damned fool. I can’t even get a crew out here to fight this bitch. She might be a cute Indian but I want to teach her a lesson.” He had a lot of things he wanted to do to this girl. “I know what I need to do.”

Oscar went back to his place after a long walk. “I swear, I know what I need.” He finally came home which was more or less a single roomed dirty apartment with white supremacist posters. Still, ideology could be damned with his heart. He found a box and opened it. It was a needle with a drug that would make a person numb and immobile. “I know what I can do. I will defeat her and make her yield to me.”

He smirked as he took another needle that was a super steroid. One that he will use just in case, since it is the nectar of Idunn.

He smiled as he put it in a pouch and put on a leather jacket. He then took out a large curved blade that was as sharp as possible. “I guess Thor is with me today.”

He left the house, now ready to hunt for this woman, this damned Indian woman. All he knew was that her name was Elsa and now he would have his revenge. It was going to be glorious to his mind.

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At the mall. Elsa was with her ‘sister’ in a large store filled with copious women’s clothing.  She sighed as she was still wearing that over masculine clothing that seemed out of place on her. “I swear Anna are you going to take a break or not!?”

Anna appeared with a pink dress and long boots. “No I am not. You know Dad or Mom doesn’t give out money that quickly. I take it as a really important case to get you some clothes. So, I am going to find you some of the best. WAIT! That means we need to get some cosplay, you know me as Anna and you as Elsa from Frozen!”

Elsa rolled her eyes and made a faux barfing response, “Ah hell no. I am not going to wear something that fucking girly. I am just getting used to being like this ya know?”

Anna looked at Elsa and used her greatest weapon she ever had, her big puppy eyes, “Please….”

Elsa looked into Anna’s large eyes and already began to melt. “Fine...I...I...will..” She took the dress and then gulped, “I hate bra’s and panties.”

Anna jumped and pumped her fist in the air, “YEAH! Another victory for Anna the great!”

Elsa after a bit came out with the dress. It looked good on her in all expense, ‘Damned, why does this feel so comfortable.” She blushed more on how the dress contoured on her body. “Wow..if I were still a dude this would turn me the fuck on.”

Anna face suddenly became catlike, “So then, do you still feel those dude urges or do you have...we urges for a cute boy? You know, do you wanna take it by a rod or just get rubbed on by a hole?”

Elsa blushed and said “Oh wow you are far too young to know about this shit! I….I...lets go elsewhere….”

Anna laughed “Oh dear sister don’t blame it on anyone about the media. It's dirty as can be.”

Elsa sighed ‘Damn. She maybe the cutest little thing out there...well maybe not as cute as Ragnara. She looked down at the leash Anna carried the puppy. They seemed to be the perfect match, ‘dammit two double trouble cuteness. I swear those two get on my nerves.”

Anna smirked and tugged Ragnara away from playing with the copious amount of clothes.  

Around her, several people were in awe of such a beautiful girl before them. A guy whispered ‘Damn, that gal in the pink dress is adorable, not to mention her sister.’

Elsa looked away, blushing. She felt warm all over her body. “Dammit sister...lets...let's get out of here...I don’t want anyone to see me.”

Anna laughed “Okay, besides you look really good in that. Besides don’t worry I am buying.”

Elsa sighed “Thanks...I have to admit...I like it to.”

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A dragon entered the mall, he could smell his prey...she was near. The mall around him was filled to the brim with people. Mostly young people trying to have a good time. Oscar opened out his brown eyes and smiled, “This place deserves to be completely destroyed. I can smell her.”

Oscar pulled out the destructive the serum and injected it in his body. The muscles scared through his body began to expand and mutate. Instead of the flesh colored tint that was of the usual color, a new golden body replaced it. It began to expand and grow until it ripped the man’s shirt apart. “Oh fuck yeah! So this is Idunn’s serum. Man this is going to be fun!” He threw several chairs around and then thrown one it one man before him, “You are the first to die fatman!”

Oscar looked around him. The people in the mall noticed the new hulking monster. They ran out of the store as quickly as possible like a stampede. One man stood still, it was Red Wolf. The stoic native man looked up at the beast, “Looks like this is going to be fun and kid, I am handsomely husky. People tend to forget about that.” He took out his revolver from a concealed place and fired at the giant Oscar. “Now this is going to be fun.”

Red Wolf pressed the trigger and fired his pistol, “Take this!” The bullet whizzed through the air and hit Oscar straight in the head, the bullet would have destroyed every other man’s head...yet not this time.

Oscar jerked his head back up and sickly smiled, “Oh wow this is fucking awesome.” The bullet dropped from his head and came on the ground harmlessly, “So an old man wants to fight me, you know what? I want you to die first.”

Red Wolf calmly ran aside to find cover, “I may be fat but I know that I can defend myself.”

Oscar roared as he chased the Red Wolf. Yet, he was not alone.

Elsa and Anna walked out of the clothing store.

Elsa looked around the mall and was suspicious. The mall was empty. She looked toward Anna, “Listen to me Anna. Go into the store and fine cover. I will call you when this is over.”

Anna nods, shaking a bit “You don’t have to tell me that twice.”

Elsa ran forward, “Alright I need to make a weapon….something quick.”

Oscar turned his head and smiled, “Sorry old man. I found my target. It's a very cute daughter, I am going to defeat her and show her who is boss. It will be awesome!” He yelled at Elsa, “You are going to die! You will be defeated! I will bring you to your maker! Yes I will!”

Red Wolf looked over at Elsa and tossed her the bow and arrow, “Elsa, what the fuck are you doing here!? It doesn’t matter you are here!” He fired his revolver a bit more, “This guy is high on some type of fucking drug that makes him invincible to bullets! But I have a gut feeling that if you hit his ass on the neck he will fall like a large beast!”

Elsa gulped as she responded, “Alright, I will try and then I will get fetch Anna.”

Elsa stayed calm. Around here there was panic throughout the mall and often obstructing her view of the monster. She drew her bow, she had to calm down and block the yelling and screaming. She made sure she made the correct calculations with her arrow. “Damn, I need to focus.”

Then, in a moment of silence she fired. After just a moment, the monster Oscar fell down on his face after the arrow lodged in his neck. She took a deep breath of fresh air, “Wow...I can’t believe I hit him.”

Red Wolf approached Elsa and pat her shoulder, “Nice and efficient like I taught you.”

Oscars body shrunk to the size of a normal man and gotten so small the arrow receded out. He looked up and laughed, he was in the most embarrassing look of them all. “Damn. I lost, I thought I could actually get some revenge.” He looked around as the remaining people was passing around him, “Shit….fuck.”

Red Wolf checked his pocket and found the drugs. “I see, Idunn’s apples serum. No wonder why he is so tough. Esau, I mean Elsa, make sure this ass doesn’t move, I am calling the cops.”

Elsa had a slight blush on her face. She drawn another bow from her quiver. Some girls in the background began to take pictures of her, one of them texted, ‘Like look at this, the Archer girl in a pink dress totally kicked butt.’

Elsa sighed as she looked at Red Wolf, “Let's get out of here….I don’t want to gather any more attention…than needed.”

Red Wolf laughed “Soak it up Elsa. You are going to have to get used to it. I will fetch Anna. She is the market store, if I am correct.” He thought for a moment as he walked away from Elsa and seen her suddenly get swarmed by fan-girls and fan-boys.

Elsa’s eyes gotten a bit bigger as she was surrounded by new fans. She thought ‘No….I thought today….couldn’t get any worse…’

Story end